Monday, January 11 2010 @ 10:09 am PST
Contributed by: WatchCat
But a big part of the problem, I suspect, is a couple of difficult anniversaries that are in this time frame. According to the experts, I don't have to be thinking about the events for their anniversary to impact me. I can think of four nasty events that happened in a week and a half window of this time in January. Four different years... is it any wonder that my body goes into a general state of alarm in January?
I will say that the most recent event had a certain amount of vindication in it; I fought back and won. But it came at a horrible cost. Until then, I'd believed that the dangers of the past had stayed in the past. That January, I realized that I'll probably be looking over my shoulder for the rest of my life...