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The WatchCat spent a year in Russia and the Middle East in preparation for a government career. Unfortunately she got in a little too deep, and health problems sabotaged her career before it began. The future? Now there's an open question. She gets her paws in the action whenever possible, with or without a paycheck. WatchCat keeps busy supporting the troops, recruiting pararescue candidates, yelling at traitors and helping people navigate the grey areas on international everything.
A close family member is active duty US military, but due to OPSEC (and the general need for family peace), WatchCat is unable to write about that person's activities. She makes the most of the opportunities that God gives her, knowing that she should be dead by now.
And yes, she is married & is going to stay married. Smacks upside the head are delivered as needed to those who don't understand this.
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I could blame busyness or stress or lack of focus or sickness for the latest blogging drought. All true. But I think the biggest reason is that I wonder where I get off posing as an authoritative voice on anything. I don't have any of this fully figured out; the one thing I do know is that I need to know more.
I wonder if the mark of maturity is when you recognize who you are and wonder who the heck that person was that you once tried to be.
Or when you realize that the fault that has haunted you all your life is just a symptom of another problem.
Or maybe our biggest problem is inaccurate expectations of humanity.
Or noticing we're so turned around that we write blog posts that try to set life straight when we've already admitted we have little clue.
I'm realizing that if I have anything to offer, anything that makes this blog special, it is the struggle. I want people to know that it's ok to admit that we haven't achieved our goals yet. Some of us may never get there, or the goals might change.
Still, we have to try. Or at least I do.
I wrote in the book review below about how "what ifs" can destroy us. It's true, but I've been blessed by the other side of them as well; so many things could have interfered with the good things in my life now. So I'm learning to look less at the irritations and more at what I need to do with what I have at this moment.
Several months back I was asked to write about Frederica Mathews-Green's book, The Jesus Prayer. I was a bit skeptical at first due to the nature of the blog, but the author paid a visit to the website and asked me to do it, particularly as this blog has a different readership from her "standard" audience. After reading the book, I can see why.
Over the years I've read a lot of books on the spiritual life. They've varied in quality, and particularly in attitude. Too often I've encountered books that say the right things, but they say it with such arrogance and self-satisfaction that they tempt me to go and do the opposite just so I won't be associated with them. But The Jesus Prayer was the polar opposite. The attitude is simply, "here's what I know," and the author backs up her statements with both solid citations and her own, often difficult, experiences. It's very accessible. So, if you don't know what the Jesus Prayer is or why a whole book would be written about it, stick with me here.
If I had to pick one word to summarize the book, my choice might surprise you: "centering." To use a shooting analogy, if your shot is five inches off target twenty-five meters away, the cause isn't a five-inch error but a small mistake in the fundamentals of the shooter. This book isn't the spiritual equivalent of a sniper manual, but more like a session with the best trainer at your local range. If something in your life is off, this book, paired with the gospels and a questing heart, is a good place to begin.
It's been my privilege to get to know quite a few of the blog's readers, and one thing I can say with certainty is that we all have struggles: injuries, dark memories, schooling, career frustrations, being fed up with people...being fed up with ourselves... the things that jump into our minds threaten to destroy us at every turn. It's particularly piercing for those of us struggling through PTSD. What if what if what if... could I have saved her? what if that mistake hadn't been caught? what if that person flips out, what if he comes after me again, what if what if what if? Similarly dangerous is the "maybe if." Just small deviations in the course of our thoughts, but they throw us drastically off course downrange.
It's tempting to use the prayer as a bandaid, but the book has a way of taking us deeper, daring us to know something better. Another word I associate with the book is "truth." I loved this quote:
"It is hard to face truth when you feel alone in the universe, with a distant God who doesn't know your name and may be sulking over something you did years ago. You can feel brave enough to know and admit this truth only when you are sure you are loved, because 'perfect love casts out fear.' (1 Jn. 4:18)"
Do you know beyond the shadow of a doubt that you're loved? I struggle with this, come up with all kinds of ways to try to earn and charm my way into people's hearts. A lot of reasons for this...but it's probably one of the biggest symptoms of the things that are broken in my life. But what's irresistible about The Jesus Prayer (both the book and the prayer itself) is that it's an invitation to encounter God's love as it truly is, not the way we've supposed it to be. And if that's not powerful enough for you, this might intrigue you:
"The hope of protection from your own vicious or self-hating thoughts is alone a strong impetus to persevere."
"Orthodox Christians believe that these prayers preserve the world, strengthen the remaining good wherever it lies, and fight alongside the powers of heaven against those that cherish cruelty and relish the suffering of the innocent."
"The main problem w/ women is that men want to sleep w/ them and will do so no matter what the rules are."
-Blackfive's Uncle Jimbo
So...the definitive statement is something along the lines of "women are capable; the problem is with the men"?
Yeah, I'm laughing.
But seriously... As you might guess, I have something of a unique perspective on this. With training and a bunch of PT, could I hold my own in combat? Absolutely. Can I earn the respect of male compatriots and fit in well with them? My track record says I could.
Would my presence change the dynamics of the group? Yes, without a doubt. That's not always a bad thing, with the changing nature of warfare. And admittedly many of the people arguing this topic are stuck in a "front lines" mentality that doesn't do the job any more. BUT intentionally putting women in combat does raise the probability that a soldier may be more concerned about his "buddy" (hehe) than the mission. It's not a guarantee, but it is a higher probability.
If we're looking at military efficiency/effectiveness, then I'd say that most combat units are not well served by the inclusion of women. HOWEVER, if a woman has skills that are needed (insert headslaps for about half of you here) no roadblocks should be put in her way or in the way of the unit that needs those skills. The big problem is rewriting the rules for efficiency rather than political correctness.
All of this, of course, assumes that we have sufficient men in the military to meet needs. But if the enemy shows up on American soil...look for the blue-eyed chick with the torn up combat boots and the .40 cal.
Capt. Ferris W. Butler, former platoon leader with D Company, 214th Infantry
Regiment, 10th Mountain, 2nd Brigade Combat Team out of Fort Drum, N.Y.,
talks to the Soldiers at Morale, Welfare and Recreation east Feb. 5 at Joint
Base Balad, Iraq. Butler, a Port Tobacco, Mass., native, participated in
Operation Proper Exit, which brings Veterans who were injured in Iraq back
to the country to revisit the area and share their stories.
These brave men and women sacrifice so much in their lives so that others
may enjoy the freedoms we get to enjoy everyday. For that, I am proud to
call them Hero.
We Should Not Only Mourn These Men And Women
Who Died, We Should Also Thank God That Such People Lived
This post is part of the Wednesday Hero Blogroll. For more information
about Wednesday Hero, or if you would like to post it on your site, you can
I had something of a moderate panic this afternoon when I realized that I couldn't complete my prerequisites for the paramedic program in time without upending just about everything on my schedule for the coming year. The feeling was something akin to watching the vacuum starting to unravel your carpet... it felt unfair and out of control.
So I started looking at my options. I've made several commitments for the year, but by far the most important is being available to help a family member during the spouse's deployment. I'm taking a chance as it is by signing up for training, but I just can't stomach removing that family commitment from my schedule. Family plus military... bottom line is that I have to do what they need.
So...if I can get everything to line up properly, I'm going to have a brutal spring/summer. Basically I'm looking at taking an accelerated EMT class, overlapping with an accelerated Anatomy and Physiology course (a year's worth of A & P in four months.) Yeah, I know it's nuts. I know the horror stories; I've watched the class confound some amazing people. On the flip side, I've been complaining for a really long time that I don't have something that challenges me. And I also know people who have taken on bigger tasks and succeeded.
No pun intended, but it's going to be bloody. And I'm aware that I may go down in a fiery mess. But right now, I have peace about jumping off this academic cliff, and that's all I can ask.
You've all probably seen the main story right now but I found the Portland angle interesting. I know one of the Wackenhut contractors here, and the quote rings true for what I know of the people providing security for City of Portland. I have no doubt that they'd jump in if such a scenario happened here. Security Guards Stand By While Girl is Beaten
BentProp is gearing up to search for the remains of fallen heroes in Palau.
I'll give cautious kudos to Starbucks for not immediately jumping on the bandwagon, although I'm not sure it's due to anything other than fear of a boycott.
The group is just acting according to its idiotic principles. (Although their comment about SWAT equivalency is laughable.) It's the coffee customers they cite who really annoy me. If Mr. Tall, Dark and Scary walks in, I'm going to be keeping an eye on him no matter what. And if he's carrying a gun, then I know what to expect if things go south.
If you want to talk about "untrained" then the sheep who are complaining belong best in that category. There seems to be an intelligentsia-induced narcissism that says that since they don't want to carry guns, anyone who does carry must be less intelligent.
I want my own "concealed carry welcome" coffee shop. It'd be great; I'd cater to cops, feds, military... it'd be a great place to conduct Craigslist deals, meet internet friends, etc... safest place in town! Yeah, I know I'm dreaming, at least for Portland. But I'm pretty sure I'm dropping Peet's from my list.
"Even to the death fight for truth, and the Lord your God will battle for you." -Sirach 4:28
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Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?" And I said, "Here am I. Send me!" -Isaiah 6:8
As many of you are aware, the PJCountry blog disappeared in November 2008.
I'm doing my best to help the pararescue community by sharing PJ-related news and events on my blog. The following information may be helpful:
You will find answers to many questions at pararescue.com and specialtactics.com
If you're ready to become a PJ, you'll need to decide between Active Duty and Reserve. This will determine who will handle your official recruitment. Visit Contacts and POCs to find the appropriate person or email me.
304th Pararescue Team (Reserve) (Oregon)
If you're on the west coast near Oregon and are considering being a PJ/CRO on the Portland Pararescue Team (commitment of 4 years beyond training), contact TSgt Stanley Iakopo at stanley.iakopo AT us.af.mil or email me.
I have no official role with pararescue or other SpecOps but I know enough to get you connected to the right people. Email to CAT at THEWATCHCAT dot NET
Jubilate Agno, Fragment B
[For I will consider my Cat Jeoffry]
by Christopher Smart
For he is the servant of the Living God, duly and daily serving him.
For at the first glance of the glory of God in the East he worships in
For is this done by wreathing his body seven times round with elegant
For he keeps the Lord's watch in the night against the adversary.
For he is of the tribe of Tiger.
For he purrs in thankfulness when God tells him he's a good Cat.
For he is an instrument for the children to learn benevolence upon.
For every house is incomplete without him, and a blessing is lacking in
For he is the cleanest in the use of his forepaws of any quadruped.
For he is the quickest to his mark of any creature.
For there is nothing sweeter than his peace when at rest.
For there is nothing brisker than his life when in motion.
For by stroking of him I have found out electricity.